I'm a bit in fight or flight mode because it looks like my family member is in the process of throwing another drunk. Di they have any idea what they've done to me mentally and my nervous system? No it's easier for them to dismiss what they do or just say I don't remember or some other invalidating non owning what they do crap. They turn into a horrible abusive raging cussy person AND I HATE IT. sigh. Maybe I'll have peace when I'm dead idk sigh the whole place is one giant stressful ball of chaos AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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