ever since I started university, I feel like a hollow shell. Nothing but the shell of what I used to be. I used to be an artist, a vessel of creation. I used to be social, happy, smiley and talkative at home. Now, I count down the minutes till I go back home. As soon as I go home, I don’t even have any motivation to study, so I just collapse on my couch and sleep for hours. When I wake up, I feel even more shitty. I feel like theres a hole in the middle of my chest. I used to be such a clean freak, I showered every day as soon as I got home, now I dont feel motivated to do anything.
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