I don't know......I am going thru a depressive episode rn and I just.......need my space....but at the same time want to be vulnerable.....with someone close....but no one close to me feels safe enough to feel vulnerable with...feel like they don't care that much about me...I mean they have their own life as well....I just don't know what to do.....I am done...I feel like choking...and idk if I am just seeking attention or being genuine....I hate thinking that every time I express emotions I am seeking attention......I feel so unseen so unnoticed that it hurts sooo soooo much.....and no matter how much I convince myself that I am ok alone I just really really want someone I can feel and be raw with.....ouch this hurts sm
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