I hate how emotional I am. I'm so emotional and so empathetic that I feel it all over my body and it's so overwhelming. It's especially hurtful considering that I'm very patient too like I try to work thinks out with people but why the hell in our generation no one knows how to do it. I tried keeping 2 relationships, I tried to reach out I tried to work things out with people I loved but why the fuck is my patience and my empathy is being used against me. What the fuck do you mean BOTH of my exes has been checking my account to see if im okay but never reached out like hello?? What do you want why? Like please if you have nothing to tell me leave me the fuck alone and please stop using me like a fucking punch bag because I'm too damn sensetive and emotional. It hurts so badly to be this sensetive because what the fuck am I suppose to do now like hello are y'all just gonna leave me to deal with my own mind on my own now??