i just wish i was better mentally and physically for my partner. they have been somewhat ignoring me because of how i was acting and how mentally hurt i am and they're acting like they're not helping, but they really are. im trying to improve myself but everytime my family bothers me, i get worse overtime and it's hurting them mentally and im worried they might want to break up with me because of how i feel like shit. i dont want them to break up with me or i dont want to break up with them because we both pinky promised each other we would stay together and start a life together once we get married and stuff. i'm just worried about our future for the both of us since i want us to stay and be there for each other.
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