Bro u don’t even know the full story of me js tryna judge me form my rants I’m not trying to compare and u did have it rough but im literally try a choke myself whenever I’m alone and I overdose sm but I don’t even have anything that can kill me so i js use it to numb my pain,and that girl not liking me back is more serious, she was the only reason I was alive and now our friendship is js weird she doesn’t even believe me and I’m scared she gonna kill her self. You don’t think I drink my dads alcohol I’m literally addicted to every type of addiction sh alcohol and all the shit some stuff is literally so embarrassing I’m sorry if I made u feel liek I’m trying to be a bitch but I’m not?