Never felt more alone in my life. I feel like no one cares or loves me as much as I do for them. My family never truly cared I got SA by my own cousin and forced me to still go to family gatherings. Making it feel like it’s my fault when I was just a young child. My friends are all out doing amazing things for themselves while I’m stuck. I feel like I have no one to rely on. No one bothers to check up on me.