School is starting tomorrow and I’m so done. I was never good at it, I always got shitty grades and I always barely passed the school year. I know my mom is disappointed in me and my dad just doesn’t care ,or well he acts like he doesn’t. But when I come home with a bad grade I get screamed at and punished and the worst part is I’m trying. I’m trying so hard to get better grades, to not disappoint them all the time but I know I do and that probably will never stop. I get bullied and I have no one there that makes it any fun being in school. I’m starting to dislike my only friend, I’m such a bitch for that I know. I just don’t know anymore, it’s not like I want to kill myself i just want to stop being so useless. I genuinely feel dumb and miserable any time I have to come home with another bad grade. I’m not good at sports, I’m not good at math, nor German, science, englisch, history anything there, I fail at. Even art. Yes the only subject that I was always good at, is starting to pmo