I can’t wait to leave. He just home and he’s yelling. He barely said hello and he’s yelling. Every damn day he yells and yells. I hate him, I want to leave. I want to cut him off when I leave but I can’t because that would break our family apart. I can’t because I know I’ll need his support one day. I hate him. He thinks he knows everything. All about me. All my secrets and everything. He doesn’t know shit about me. He knows what I show him about me. Nothing more nothing less. I hate him. Wanna know what else his egoistical and narcissistic ah did? He was “helping” my brother with a Project and needed family photos. I told him so many times I didn’t like this one picture of me. I looked fat and ugly and disgusting. I even sent him another one to use of my and my brother. And he chose to use the ugly one because “he took the picture” now everyone will see me like that. I hate it. I hate him. It’s not even obvious abuse it’s just the horrible things piling and piling up. I hate him sm.