Toxic family :/ And ohh how my cards were dealt. Got it from both sides. I used to gaslight myself into believing that I'm over dramatic, overreacting. Maybe I'm irrational. But I started running out of excuses to feed myself in hopes that things would get better. And the problem is, when you bring this up to someone it's always: They're your family, forgive them. Or...cut ties. Like it's really that easy. I've tried both and still get dragged into whatever drama there is going on. I don't know...it's quite tiring now and it really takes a knock on a persons' health. Life is complicated as is and these things just makes it more unpleasant. This is currently weighing heavy on my heart. Maybe I should just write them off and recruit me new relatives ^_^