I'm scared because this is my first year of college and I'm already falling behind, I am trying to stop myself from cutting again but I'm so tired and I can't keep pushing myself. I'm always comparing myself to others and things at home feel so much harder to do than before and I don't know what to do. I can't talk to my parents cause I don't wanna worry them or get them upset and I don't wanna burden my friends with complaints about my life and drain them. I haven't done it for the past two months and I'm losing the energy but the thought of cutting still lingers in my head.
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