Rant #22119

I just dont understand whats wrong with me. im surrounded by people yet i feel so alone. i do everything im supposed to yet i still feel worthless. i dont know what to do anymore. i attempted when i was 12 now im 13. my mom kicked me out so im living with my dad. she says she loves me but i dont think she ever has. i just dont understand what ive done so wrong to deserve this life or what i have done right to deserve to be alive. please take me home to heavan.