i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i just want to die and finally be at peace, finally be relieved. i’m tired of always being in motion and always having to do something and being anxious because i have something even more exhausting to do in the future. i don’t know what i’m working towards; have no big goals, no ambition, nothing to work for or be proud of. I only shower and brush my teeth and eat and work because other people do it too. My body is so heavy and worn out even if i dont do much in a day. i want to die and finally have some relief. i wish there was a magical happy pill that can make me see the color in life
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