im in science rn and i have a test tmrw and i dont want anyone to be like oh u should be studying and u cant complain but my brain isnt working and i physically cant study rn and im tweaking out cus if i cant study i only have like 20 more hours to plus 8 hours i have to be in bed so like 12 more hours and then 4 more for school so 8 hours and then 1 hr for showering and eating so 7 hours and then i only have internet every 2nd hour so like 3 hours and im so cooked cus my brain not working and im sitting on the floor cus were allowed but im like the only person doing it and it looks rlly weird but i dont want anyone staring at my screen but also im js tweaking in general and i wanna kms and to the person who said dont say u will if u wont but i did. i attempted yesterday and woke up and went to school cus i have to and ik im gonna do it again and ik i will and im scared but im not and i js wanna do it now cus my grades are slipping but my mother thinks im lazy but rlly im js alive-f.g