Im fucking pissed because i keep doing everything i can to maintain this friendship with my roomate and everything just gets blown away, like i never even started making progress. And to her its nothing, its a joke, an argument, something to blow up about or be cold and pissy about for weeks, but never important. Now my birthday, my 21st is taken up by her brother who cant do anything right but fuck others over and himself, coz now he is staying with us after he kicked me out and said i was never welcome where he stays and now he wants to play my xbox and smoke my shit. I got upset about it and she got pissed at me and found instantly reason why i am not allpwed to be upset, bwcause it makes someone else upset. Always someone else. Never ever me, not even for my birthday. My 21st. When i didnt hardly get a 16th, and have barely gotten anything past that. And she just had a wholw birthday week in north carolina. I want to scream and cry and puke and i have no privacy or space i hate it