I always feel like there’s something heavy in my chest I just can’t name. It’s like kinda stressing me out and worsening my days. I have problems with my body too— I don’t really know how to explain them. I just hate it, and will hate it. I’m disabled, I have a diagnosis called Arthrogryposis. I just have to eat less than an average person and idk. I feel so fat but I can’t do anything about it beards of it. I can’t do real sport, and the only time I actually can is on Wednesdays— which doesn’t guarantee it. I hate it sm. I’ve seen a doctor last Friday to be referred to a therapist cuz my mom doesn’t wanna help. When I talk to her about I, she gets annoyed and tells me to say that to a therapist or wtv. Anyways. The doctor js told me I’m wonderful— but that genuinely doesn’t help. Everyone says that. I mean, who would say “You’re ugly” as a doctor or mother to someone. No one I know, at least. It always ruins my days. I try to eat less— I genuinely do. But it never seems to work. Sorry