Why does my "best friend" get to ignore me all he wants but when i do its suddenly a fucking war crime. And i hate how much my other "best friend" flaunts and flexes his bullshit mental illness which are the same shit i deal with and struggle with everyday and that mf waves it around like a dang trophy. He feels so cool being the "Fucked up" kid WHILE I STRUGGLE WITH THE SHIT he swears he has, like hello? "If i dont take my meds ill go insane" its not that deep BUT HE USES THEM AS AN EXCUSE for everything instead of holding himself accountable for the shit he has done and he gets mad at me easily but i cant do the same thing back? ALSO HE TREATS AS LIKE A BACKGROUND CHARACTER HE DID TWO TIMES ALREADY BECAUSE I WAS "NEVER" GOOD ENOUGH and it messed with my self image but he never gave a shit also btw he vents to me but when its my turn he turns into a fucking brick wall. I wish i was enough for anyone and not be relegated to a "backup"