So my mom and sister hate me they gang up and bully me I argue and fight with my mom all the time ( litterally fight her like fist fighting and pulling hair) usually our fights stem from me and my sister arguing and her defending my sister with her life. The only person I can talk to is my step dad … but even he goes away because after I talk with him she’ll talk to him tell him a lie and get him against me too I feel hopeless sometimes like what ever I do I can never be right or perfect I feel like nothing works it make me want to die but what stops me is that 1 I don’t really want to die my life is pretty good except for the bad , 2. I don’t know what the after like is like and it could be worse than my life right now 3. If I did kms I would want them to feel bad but to honest I feel like they would hardly care and that would do me no good l. My mom has no sympathy for me whatsoever you would think I wasn’t even her child idk what it is but she truly does not care for me.