At my mums house i dont feel at home because my step dad is such a double sided person and he guilt trips me alot. He keeps telling me that the world revolves around me and im trying so hard not to make him angry because im sick of him yelling at me. I dont even understand why he's wrong but I know because it affects my mental health so much and then I can't explain it to someone but he's confused why i dont talk to him about emotions after he got mad at m after I 'threw in his face' the fact that I felt uncomfortable calling his family grandparents etc but I still do it. But at my dads I love it but people dont understand me and I dont think they like me around as much. Am I the problem? Everyone around me is happy execpt me so am I the problem that needs to be taken out? I feel like everything is my fault, and it probably genuinely is. That's why I hate telling people about my emotions because I feel like im playing the victim when its the people around me who should.