It has been almost a year since she left and I get myself drunk every night thinking about her leaving. I kept having thoughts like —What if I went along with her? What if I applied to a Master’s just to be with her? I still remember the day she left, a beautiful meteor shower lit up the sky—or maybe it was my eyes filled with tears. I dream of her crossing the Channel, or us crossing paths at Fontana di Trevi where we get along, and have a romantic getaway at Lake Como. I yearn for this every night. Kinda miss last October when we started expressing our suppressed feelings and getting rid of that blot. It reminds me of last Diwali, she looked beautiful like a Diya lighting up my heart with the giant wheel complementing her.. I missed her so much that I got drunk every night thinking of her, and tweeting about it on my Benji alt.. Where did things go wrong? :(