I will admit I haven't been the best kid but jesus christ I don't think I'll make it to my 19th birthday. This all started in 2021 when I downloaded discord and I got groomed and coerced into sending stuff (ill spare the details) but my family found out and they banned me from phones for years and no one cared about how it affected ME. they actually went and told ALL my family members about it. Even my cousins who were the same age and even told neighbors and my mom coworkers about me being groomed but they painted it like i was just being "fast"and they even commented on how my body wasnt good enought to be sending stuff like that. After that happened in 2022, my mental health went downhill I would go weeks without showering, I wouldn't leave my room, I would c*t myself and things just to make it stop. In late 2022 I was called into the conslours office because I had cuts on myself and I told them about my life and I was labelled as a high risk case. (pt1)