in this past 3months all i’ve done is preparing to attempt. I wrote letters, scheduling when and where i would do it, spending money like there’s no tomorrow, and have been hanging out with friends. I really don’t have anything plan in the future but to attempt. I have nothing left to offer and my last act of love to everyone is to leave. I really can’t handle to live another day and I'm literally hanging onto a loose thread ready to cut anytime. My only problem is when and how will i do it but i swear on my life that i am ready, i can’t think of anything else but to commit. I don’t wanna be here anymore.
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