I have three ppl on my phone my mum my dad and 1 friend that 2asnt responded bcz she's to busy with her new friend but I cant get pissed for all the bitchy things she's done bcz she's hallucinating at night and use to hurt herself and tried to kill herself and I know im probably just being rude and bitchy for no fucking reason but im the only one putting effort into our friendship and if i don't put any effort in nothing happens if im too tired to talk she just doesn't say anything but if she's tiered she'll complain how bored she is while I try talk to her about things she'll say nothing I get shes struggling but I am to and feel more shit bcz she doesn't want to talk to me but she wants to talk to her new friend like she clearly can put effort in she just doesn't want to and the fuck am i ment to do wait for her to get bored and talk to me cuz her other friend is busy