Okay so this might be like a situation where it was like: “oh you’re weird for that” or “you did this to yourself” but let me explain 😭 Okay so when I was 12, I met these people online on a game and I became friends with these people and we all were on discord and friends there. Later, I met a boy (L) and he was so sweet and nice. We were progressing really fast through our friendship and literally like a month after we met we started dating. He had asked me and I didn’t want to say no and at the same time I kinda liked him. So I said yes despite subconsciously knowing I wasn’t ready for a relationship. Skip forward he tells me his last name and me being dumb I try to search it up on Google and find NOTHING. Mind you he was apparently famous in his city and a sorta big model there. So I get suspicious. Later we break up because I was like: I’m young so sorry I’m just not ready but we can be friends. We talk for 3 more months and stop and yeah idk. He’s also lying to me rn ik it