It's good to feel needed but it's like sometimes fam don't care what they ask of you. Also they're so unstable acting. You never know when a wrong word will send them through the roof. People don't get how much bullshit I live and deal with. They think I should have no stress I was told by somebody yesterday. ARE U EFFING KIDDING ME!? They never had to live like this. Of course there's other b s like my fans addiction they can't get under control as well we have to deal with that isn't exactly a picnic. Days like today I wish people would back off and leave me alone. Fam acts like if they snap their fingers I should be there like a butler. That's pretty frustrating. Just for real I go through so much b s. They don't know what it's like to have bad anxiety. I try to convey my feelings but they don't get heard or they act like it's really nothing. Give me a break. I generally get all the b s coming at me it feels like it anyway. While fam don't have a clue what I go through or feel smh