i just made a post about my inconsiderate friend. a few months ago, he was really going through it because he needed to find housing because his lease was up and he kept telling me he was going to kill himself for like a whole week straight and that I WAS HIS SUICIDE MESSENGER!! i hated that because i am also depressed and mentally ill, so this is kinda a heavy topic for me and WHY WOULD I WANT TO DO THAT, but he doesnt gaf of course. he was definately waiting for me to be like YEAH DO IT. so im trying to be like 'hey maybe u should go to a hospital! me or *insert friend name* can take u there!'. i really can't remember the outcome but he does get into the ward at some time. like i can't just be like 'i don't wanna talk about this' because i was the only person he was talking at the time but it was so uncomfortable bc it was triggering my own suicide idealation. he also downplays my own mental illness. anyways stuff happened he's doing fine rn and i started drinking to cope🩷