my dad and i are growing emotionally distant. sure, we talk everyday on the phone; but it feels so forced. whenever i start the call, he always says he'll call back; but never does. then he gets annoyed when i dont answer his calls. i still remember when he used to pamper me and even allowed me to put makeup on him without complaining. now everything feels like its just done so we can say we did something. i guess i'm a big girl now. he's not even dead, but i miss him so much. please come back, 아빠.