I want to address the things that i didn't like that he did this week and i want to be transparent about it because i've found that things get better once you just say things like they are and what you actually think and feel. and i feel stupid for not addressing them at the time they happened, but we were and are still figuring things out and it's been fun but also nerve wracking and i didn't want to ruin it by nagging. but i also don't want to be the one to let things like this pass because it's important to what we're building right now or ttrying to build. so i want to talk about it and i don't want to dampen the mood. i'm kind of scared to talk about it tomorrow but i know it has to be done. and i love his vibe. i do. i want him to be open about what he may not have liked that i did this week. although i'm not as chill with criticism as he appears to be. ugh. i look like a noob. i am a noob. but i'll write it down and hopefully we can talk about it in peace