I hate this. I cant keep just ignoring this feeling i have. I have a boyfriend who i ADORE with my entire heart. I love him so damn much and id do anything for him, but i miss her. I miss talking too her i miss making her smile i miss it all. But we werent even ever together its stupid but god, i wish i was. I wish we could just be what we were. I miss having her by my side, she was my everything. But now ive gotten myself stuck in this situation and the only solution i can think of is to ignore it, which of course isnt working at all.