do any other bilinguals feel soo awkward talking to/infront of people who dont speak your language in ur language?? like i speak spanish and dont get me wrong i LOVE being able to help my classmates but its so awkward bc i feel like im showing off the fact that ik spanish (even tho its probably one of the easiest languages out there😭) idk but like sometimes someone will ask me how to say smt and ill unintentionally americanize it and say it weird and ugh idk i hate it omg lmfao😭😭