i have this friend named Deven i had a big crush on and i recently found out he likes someone else. ik its not that deep but i thought he liked me so my hopes were up. i swear not even the weirdest people get crushes on me it’s just no one. is it cause im quiet or just ugly? i get called pretty and hot by all my friends constantly without asking for opinions. and people talk to me and want to be my friend. i have to be somewhat average. but not even deven could like me and deven is cute as fuck but im just saying that cause he’s an unpopular kid and people think he’s weird cause he’s autistic which is really rude cause he’s the sweetest guy ever. and my hopes were up because in class he would constantly turn around, talk, and tease me. we sword fought pencils, played rock paper scissors, and tic tac toe. and he dabbed me up and told me to squeeze his hand as hard as i could. he then squeezed after and his frip strength is insane. later i found out he likes someone from his karate…