Rant #21179

I will hit my head repeatedly until I'm on the verge of passing out and called myself the r slur then ill move to the rest of my body to use as a punching bag. ill just tell people I don't know where the bruises came from. Soon that isn't enough. Ill cut myself to bleed because I deserve it and this time I gotta put more effort in hiding it. Its fine because I wear sweaters all the time anyway since of how fat I am.