I feel like I’m a side character that will die and nobody will care, because I’m not even main character’s friend. I don’t understand why I should try and do something when my whole life will be nothing than working job to have the bare minimum. I feel so helpless. I can’t do anything to save myself, I can’t save others and I can’t save this planet. Is my life really worth it all then? Is it really worth living? Even writing this is useless. I don’t understand why I do the things I do. Why I wake up every morning and go somewhere to do things for something that I don’t even know what for. I follow the rules and try to be good for what? The promised bright future? Too bad I don’t believe in fairytales anymore.