I really regret my choices in life. I wish I was more outgoing, I wish I wasn't so lazy, I wish I hadn't care so much about my studies and actually live that high school life. I'm a junior now and I'm no longer surrounded by my friends. I envy them now for achieving the things that I was trying to get. I blame the world so much yet it was my choices that lead me here to begin with. If I had known I would end up like this I probably would've recovered. I wish I had a second chance at life but wishing on something knowing no one will be there to grant them hurts me so much.
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