My partner moved away a few years ago, our anniversary is coming up soon and im terrified. They moved out of state for work and a better environment with some friends. And, while im happy theyve made a life for themselves, im starting to wonder HOW or IF i even fit into that life anymore. We barely speak now, and the times we do things feel so cold and stale. Its like speaking with the corpse of someone who was once so full of love and kindness, and now thats just.. gone. I feel like im starting to forget things about them. Their favorite color. Their favorite shows. Their hobbies save for gaming. I get them a gift every single year and prod them on our anniversary to tell them i love them, but this last year i got black out drunk and laid it all bare. When all was said and done; i was still left in limbo, wondering where i stand with them, and ive had 12 long months to carry it. I know we need to have "the talk" eventually, i just dont want to rush into a decision i may regret...