My relationship is tearing me up. We've been together three years, I moved out of state last year just to be with him once high school ended. He encouraged me to apply to college, said he'd go with me. I got in, he never applied. I had a bad porn addiction before the relationship, relapsed last year and thought I could hide it and make it disappear without him knowing, since me watching porn is one of his hard boundaries. I spiraled, didn't get it under control until he found out. I feel like shit, tell him we should break up. He texts me the whole night. Says he misses me, needs me, wants me in his life. We're only broken up for a day. Things feel like they'll get better, he's trying to help me with my problem. Then he tells me he saw someone else the day we were broken up. He tells me three weeks later he'd already been seeing them and one other person while we were together, because he knew about the addition the whole time and wanted to hurt me back. I lied so it's fair.