Dude I hate being slow… I’m in high school, never been held back but at some points I just wish I were! I was pushed to a higher grade when I was younger because I was born when school started, so my parents just decided to get me into school immediately. But it was kind of late in the school year, and so I had never learned my alphabet, rhythms, months, all the important stuff to live!! I do want to learn, I want to learn so bad, but each year I’m going into a grade I understand literally nothing about. My parent doesn’t wanna get me a tutor or anything, which I get can cost money but damn it!! I want to learn, and I don’t wanna learn just so I don’t look like some loser, but also because I just want to! I love math, reading, writing, and I wanna be a therapist when I’m older or maybe study space because I like to understand stuff, people and just the reason to things! But how am I able to study language (like why we made it and how) when I don’t even understand anything beyond abcd?