I’m fighting The urge to cut. Just a little. I’ve never even done it before, but it must be nice if ppl do it. It must make you feel in control, relaxed. At least gor a little. Idek what to cut with? Blade of a scissor? Compass? A knife?? Idk. Life is just so shit rn and I feel so numb and Idrk wth I’m doing. I’m just trying to cope, but I honestly feel like I’m drowning.