Ppl really expect me to be normal but i know im a degen. Ive struggled with accepting it and keeping in bounds. I am still tired though i have to be ignored, treated like shit. Id be fine if i knew i had a degen like me close by. Its tiring being told im crazy or shit, i hope anyone who did never is deprived of humanity because i know you will not cope. Life is cruel, (most) ppl suck more.