I don't get it. You give these signs that you want communication but when something is up you completely shut off. Our relationship is an example of the meaning behind the song "earrings by Malcom" just tell me what did I do? Do I need to be more vulnerable to you? How much more of myself do I have to lose just for you to notice me? I miss you. I just want you to care about me again. I don't understand why you would do that just for another person you barely know of. You just hate me now.