I feel like i can’t keep anybody with me. everyone leaves. no one ever stays. idk if its me. actually i know its me. im too annoying im too lazy im to stupid i cant do anything right. im too mean. i cant do this. i cant keep a friend ever. i dont know why. im just to stupid. i cant keep a friend I CANT KEEP A FRIEND WHY. idk. i try i try my hardest but it never seems to be enough. right when i get close they leave. they always leave and i guess it just stopped bothering me. but dont ask me why i dont tell you anything. because you leave anyways so whats the point.