ive been paranoid about my friends leaving me, its like each day and each second im with them they hate me more and more and wanna drop me, and the whole world is a piece of shit, everyone laughs at me for anything and everyone is a asshole to me, i wanna kill myself but i dont wanna die cause i fear death so much and it is like a loop and i cannot do anything about it, i have to endure it but i dont want to anymore
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