I didnt work hard enough to get into my dream university, i felt unmotivated, id moved to a foreign country lost my friends and had to sit exams with no motivation. then i rekindled with this guy who went to my dream uni and when i found out i didnt get in, my heart broke fully ive never felt this way. it wasnt just losing my uni, it was losing this guy as well, this dream and fantasy id made up of us at uni. now hes left for uni and im waiting to go to mine and it hurts i feel hurt sad, replies getting slower and i've never felt this way not with my ex nobody. it just hurts all i think about is what if id tried harder, didnt get distracted. one missed grade and now im suffering