Feel like im fucking nothing, just here to waste space. Dont feel loved or even appreciated. I feel as if im better off gone, should of just took all those pills and been done with it. Life is just kicking me down every where i turn, i do my best to show her i love her and everything i do is for us or just her, but yet i feel so alone. I get yelled at and everyone else gets laughs and smiles. Just a punching bag is what i am. This may be my first and last post of anything.