i cant focus anymore. i've always known i've been a bit of a romatic. i mean it's all i read, watch and draw. after a failed attempt at hacing a bf (we went to seperate skls and he started talking to other girls, i broke it off bc i cld feel him falling out of love) i vowed to myself i'd wait till uni to date again (that's when my parents would allow it). but i cant wait. when is it my turn. i genuinely just cant do this anymore. im so lonely. i just want someone to have lil sweet moments, nothing weird, nothing grand. just sweet intimate moments of you and me laughing and watching movies together. it doesn't help that my friends are constantly pulling guys they have to reject. HAH imagine having that choice. i've only ever pulled one guy in my life. honestly, i just want to be loved. i want to be special to someone.