I feel invisible. I go to school, see everyone in happy relationships, and i'm all alone. I'm always last to be picked, i'm always on nobody's mind. I just keep hoping that one day someone will see my silent cries for help, but it never happens. I should stop hoping, it's just stupid, i'm stupid for believing it will happen. My brain doesn't make things easier for me either, it always gotta degrade me like it's my fault. I'm even too scared to admit this to anyone because my friend group will most likely use it against me. Most of the time they just get their pleasure from making people mad, why am I friends with them. I'm not just invisible at school, at home too. My family gives all their attention to my brother, and I barely get any attention. I don't get any love and support, I just get picked on. My brother does nothing, and he just gets praised for it. I hate him, I hate society, and I hate myself the most