the person i thought to be my father for about 11yrs the guy who would physically abuse my mom and verbally infornt of me and my siblings and we left and came back so much moving alot i thought was normal then one day my mom set me down and told me the peron ive called dad my whole life wasnt my real dad that my real dads name is russel and i have a bunch of half siblings ive nevr met wich i met my two sisters and i luv them but ive only seen them once anyways me and my 6 other sibling move 4 hours away from my fake dad and the only fam we have up here is granny and my aunt uncle and 2 couisns and sometimes i feel disincluded in things bc i rarely go visit and when i do it takes alot of time and drians me and mybe that is called lazy idk but my great grandpa who i call pawpaw lives in my hoemtown and he is getting old and im dcared hes going ot die any day now and same with my great grandma who i call granny she basically raised me and is my bsf i luv them so much. death is scary...