I can't stand when fam invalidate me. I listen to everything they say. One of them goes into the past for hours sometimes and I'll simply listen. But when I tell them how I feel they defend the other people who are in the wrong. WTF!? Some days feel draining. I hate living here. The neighbor's are horrible. Like they have a walnut tree up their ass or something, spiteful, bitter, miserable. I try my best to be a good person and good to others and I get shit on. I just plain feel like giving up days like today.