Rant #20375

I keep self isolating, self sabotaging and I keep dissociating and I think it’s getting to me. I don’t remember the last time I actually felt something. That scares me. I just want to be loved but I’m still not fully healed from my last relationship and I’m not in the right headspace. I think my last (cough first ish) relationship might be the cause of my numbness but idk. Thanks to anyone who read this ❤️ ~ L