I miss her so much. I miss my ex girlfriend. We had to break up because she had homophobic parents and, god, its already nearing 2 years since we broke up and I still miss her so much. She's already with a guy now (we're both bi) and I really am happy for her. I know the guy, he really is a nice dude. I still keep in touch with her, she still congratulates me when I post. I just miss her so much. I just think we would've been amazing partners. I could never tell her this, but I miss you and I still care about you. It's funny, there's a new girl that I find cute (we aren't talking, just acquaintances) but the memories we shared, the understanding of who we are as people, it won't be there even if I do talk to someone new. And it feels so hard to rebuild all of that with someone.